Walang pinagsisisihan si Chynna Ortaleza sa naging desisyon niyang hiwalayan ang boyfriend niyang si Railey Valeroso last year, kahit pa tumagal ng sampung taon ang kanilang relasyon. Mas ipinagpapasalamat ng aktres ang blessings na dumating sa kanya since the breakup, kabilang na ang upcoming teleserye na Second Chances. Makakasama niya dito sina Jennylyn Mercado, Raymart Santiago, Camille Prats at Rafael Rosell.
"At first I was kabado, kasi sabi ko 'Ano na naman ba 'tong ginagawa mo sa buhay mo? Ilang taon ka na ba?' Mga ganun. Iniisip ko pa 'yung time frame na 'You're 30, what are you doing? Why do you want to act like you're 18?' But now, I see why," pahayag ni Chynna in an exclusive interview with GMANetwork.com.
Hindi na rin daw niya iniisip ang posibilidad na hindi siya magkaroon ng sarili niyang pamilya.
"Kapag tinatanong nila ako, 'Aren't you scared that you are not going to get married? Are you scared that you are not going to have a kid?' It doesn't really matter at this point kasi I am exactly where I'm supposed to be."
If there is anything she is thankful to have a second chance at, it's finally being able to prioritize what she really wants in life.
"It was a question between gagawin ko ba 'yung approved ng society, or gagawin ko ba 'yung passion ko? I came from a 10-year relationship, and if you think about it, during that time, I pretty much had a stable life. I had a love life, I have a good family, I had a career. But during that time, it was all just mid range. Nothing was really super magical, nothing was super fulfilling, especially when it came to craft. Parang after a while, I just started getting tired because feeling ko wala akong nagagawa na ibang dimensions sa trabaho ko, which is heartbreaking because I really love my work. I don't even call it work, it's my passion."
Aminado naman ang aktres na hindi biro ang sakit na naramdaman niya after the breakup. Pero aniya, it was something that had to happen.
"I really had to adjust things, and it hurt like hell. Iba kasi talaga ang feeling na bigla mong tinapon lahat ng things na you're comfortable with, tapos ito ka parang 'Ano 'to, back to zero?', only for me to find out na that was the reason na why I was feeling that way. I really had to grow and transcend into the next part of my life, which is this, which is so beautiful. If ever I'm thankful, it's this chance to love my art and to just be myself."
"At first I was kabado, kasi sabi ko 'Ano na naman ba 'tong ginagawa mo sa buhay mo? Ilang taon ka na ba?' Mga ganun. Iniisip ko pa 'yung time frame na 'You're 30, what are you doing? Why do you want to act like you're 18?' But now, I see why," pahayag ni Chynna in an exclusive interview with GMANetwork.com.
Hindi na rin daw niya iniisip ang posibilidad na hindi siya magkaroon ng sarili niyang pamilya.
"Kapag tinatanong nila ako, 'Aren't you scared that you are not going to get married? Are you scared that you are not going to have a kid?' It doesn't really matter at this point kasi I am exactly where I'm supposed to be."
"It was a question between gagawin ko ba 'yung approved ng society, or gagawin ko ba 'yung passion ko? I came from a 10-year relationship, and if you think about it, during that time, I pretty much had a stable life. I had a love life, I have a good family, I had a career. But during that time, it was all just mid range. Nothing was really super magical, nothing was super fulfilling, especially when it came to craft. Parang after a while, I just started getting tired because feeling ko wala akong nagagawa na ibang dimensions sa trabaho ko, which is heartbreaking because I really love my work. I don't even call it work, it's my passion."
Aminado naman ang aktres na hindi biro ang sakit na naramdaman niya after the breakup. Pero aniya, it was something that had to happen.
"I really had to adjust things, and it hurt like hell. Iba kasi talaga ang feeling na bigla mong tinapon lahat ng things na you're comfortable with, tapos ito ka parang 'Ano 'to, back to zero?', only for me to find out na that was the reason na why I was feeling that way. I really had to grow and transcend into the next part of my life, which is this, which is so beautiful. If ever I'm thankful, it's this chance to love my art and to just be myself."
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